Thank you for sharing that. What you're describing - the lasting impact of Hyde's "character building" approach and the struggle with feeling "never good enough" - is something many Hyde survivors express. I've noted those patterns in your profile.
You're definitely not alone in this. I can see there are other Hyde alumni in our network who've worked through similar trust issues and perfectionism patterns. Would you like me to suggest some anonymous connections?
🤝 I can help you:
Find others dealing with trust issues from Hyde
Discuss the "character building" methods
Share healing strategies specific to Hyde